GOT A JOB!!

So within the last week I got TWO jobs!! I am now a news DJ for the radio station on my campus and I just got a job as a professional blogger for a website in Baltimore! Obviously, I don't get paid to be a DJ, but that will still be fun and be great for experience to put on my resume. The blogging website is paid though, and the more people that read the blog, the more money I get! So I will definitely post the link for it up so you can read and comment on it! I will be writing about music entertainment, so don't worry, it'll be interesting and worth your time! HaHa!

Sleepless

This is the third night in a row now that has been sleepless. I've just sat up completely awake watching TV and staring at my computer screen. Something needs to really make me snap out of this slump. People keep telling me that it's okay to sit around and cry if that's what's going to make me feel better.. but it's not. Sitting here crying does nothing but make me wonder why the hell I'm letting something overwhelm me and completely take me over like this. "It takes time." And "in time will tell." Yea yea.. please let me know when you have some time of advice that will actually knock me back into reality.

Love is a Battlefield

So after a horrible week trying to get over breaking up with my boyfriend of 2 years my professor thinks it would be a good idea for me to write a poem about love.. well it didn't turn into the mushy love poem like I think she is expecting..

Love Is A Battlefield

When loving hearts break their bliss,

The dreams that were once of happiness together shed pain.

The comfort of that loving embrace,

Turns to the fear of being alone and scared.

Romance turns into an unwanted war,

And lovers who were once true turn into bitter enemies.

No more kisses to express feelings,

Now just the hate of what has come to be.

The champagne no longer celebrates the love,

But now is used to cloud the memories.

Agony is all that is left for the one,

While the clean break leaves the other happy.

Lost and confused in a dark conscious,

The embrace from the enemy is the only cure.

Shattered hopes will overpower every waking thought,

Just to get through the day’s routine is now a challenge.

The pain overcomes the entire thought and movement,

Leaving it as though there was no love in the first place.